Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Dread

Love is a funny feeling. It could lift you up to a level you've never been to. It carries you to the places you go in your dreams. It gives you strength to walk past fire, and swim through sea. The feeling of love's embrace cuddles you so tight that you feel protected.

You feel wanted.

That is until love wants someone else, not wanting to have anything to do with you. Then it'll crush you into pieces. Tear you apart. Making you feel defenseless and weak. You'll lose the direction of where to go. You'll find it hard to battle life. You'll feel like Fergie without Kidd, Batman without Robin, Woody without Buzz. The ever present shoulders you've always leaned on are now lost. Leaving a gaping hole in life you desperately wanted to fill.

Time will always be a good healer. In the meantime, you'll just have to pray that the gaping hole doesn't get bigger. You'll bound to feel hurt. You'll feel as if you're drowning in a pool of despair. The absence kills you inside. You'll start to see yourself as a victim who's looking for non-existent faults.

But that feeling only exists until love wants you back. A different kind of love, nothing like you've ever met. So hang on a sec, I've still got your back

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